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XUETIN♥
her name is xuetin.
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currently 15
she's currently in tanjong katong sec
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Monday, June 30, 2008

hihihihi :)
monday sucks . monday school seems to be so long and tiring.
school sucksc school sucks .
uhkays. it seems like everybody is busy with their homework huhs .?!
didnt went bc since ytd lerhhs . 2 days only larhhs .
got quite many homework today too . gonna do later .
and oh, went pp today after school at bout 5 plus .
cabbed there with renee and meiling .
we were fucking fucking lame in the taxi as well as in the library.

meiling: ehhs . i think someone said that we can go china teach school with our standard liao siahhs.
me and renee: oh, really?!
meiling: yarhs, someone told me that de.
renee: later we go there teach horhhs,
it will be like abc..
china people* : abce..
renee:nono.. is ABC
china people: Oo . abd.
meiling and renee : NONO!! IS ABC !
china people: oh. abd
renee: NO ! ABC LARHHS. AIYO . NVMS .

uhkays. it was like so lame . esp with their expression and everything.
we were like predicting whad the china people will say XD
hahas . fucking lame.
uhkays. suppose to go and pierce with qiaoxian today . in the end neber go, so went pp with renee and meiling .
wed dhen going pierce barhhs. i think.
hopefully will get my third hole on wed..
but dhen thurs got training lehhs . scare bok ask me take out siahhs .
will be dam painful to take out. i guess.
gahhs. yasmeen, see larhs .
tmr after school care still need go training, dhen thurs need go again. Zz.
at first mrs koh say only thurs need go de siahhs. wahlao wahlao.
life sucks like shit larhhs . zz.
i hate life, i hate netball, i hate school .
gahhs. going off. byes .
theres this unknown person who had been calling me alot of times but that person had been always calling at the wrong time. is either i was in class, or i was bathing or i was away from the phone. aiyo . dhen i cannot call back also . please call at the right time next time larhhs.
AND OH MEILING! I USES GINVERA ! XD

oh oh oh. so cool .
all boys cheerleading are fucking cool..
dam nice.. that drama is dam dam dam nice. :D

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Sunday, June 29, 2008

where were eu when i needed eu the most ; i look fat here .


will eu be with me when i need eu.


i wont think anymore.

lets forget and start afresh .

29.06.08
today early in the morning, 7 plus woke up and went down bc for the skipping thing .
10 skips= 1 bowl of rice .
see larhhs. i so good. early morning wake up go skip to donate rice to charity .
hahas . qishan siao siao wanns .
she skipped 2223 skips !! and she got champion .
she won the lucky draw again !
she got 1 carton of milo, 15packets of maggie, a watch, $40 NTUC voucher larhhs .
wth wth .
i was dam slack, skipped until like 300 or 200 plus dhen dontwant skip already .
hahas . dhen went home sleep .. super tired siahhs .
dhen after that went out with qx's dad and her sisters.
dhen went home dont know do whad.
didnt went bc today .
i still got the history oral interview thingy havent finish .
die die . i dont know how to do larhhs .
zz . tmr school again .
oh, those pictures was taken in the car as i was super boring .
anyways, later going out eat with mummy they all .
come home dhen do the hist thing barhhs .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Saturday, June 28, 2008

sweet sweet love.
hahas . this super cool . look at the heights .


qishan and me . i look retarded larhhs .


way back into love . :D

this super candid lorhhs .. :)
we're just being spastic :D
puffy cheeks.. XD


woohoo..
went kbox today .
and sing sing sing until 2 plus dhen go .
hmms . the food there improved .. hahas .
dhen camwhore in the toilet and inside the room also .
will upload the photos when i've got it yarhhs .
now only got those three.
i super like the 1st one canns . XD . hahas .
dhen after that went bowling .
belinda dam pro lorhhs . tanchorkee also .
dhen qishan is the second round keep strike and spare.. gahhs .
was like tk(me, renee, belinda) vs qishan's family(her, xunfang, kaicheng)..
and dhen second round was random de .
should have tkp(me, renee, chorkee, weijie) vs the teo family(qishan teo, xunfang teo, kaicheng teo and belinda teo)
hahas .
dhen after that shopped around and went home .
wahlao . bus super lots of people and dhen this auntie banged into me when the bus stop siahhs .
ouch ouch ouch larhhs .
zz . dhen went sharon there packed and eat at bc .
dhen after that played basketball .
wahlao, me, renee and qishan sweating like shit siahhs .
we was wearing like qishan-tube, renee-dree, mine also something like dress de .
sweat like shit shit.
sure can lose weight de.. hahas XD
dhen was like saying that "eu think eu very funny arhhs huhs?!" like siao canns .
play play play and chat chat chat and went home at bout 9 larhhs .
dam. tmr need wake up at 7 plus and go bc for the dunnoe whad thing thing de .
gonna sleep early tonight.
shity. i havent finish my project! ARGHHSS... NOOOOO
ps: top few pictures are editted by TEO QISHAN :)

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Friday, June 27, 2008

oh and realised that andrew had invited me to do this survey .
so i shall do it now :D

name 20 ppl whom u cn tink of right now. don't reaad the qs till you've named 20 ppl.
at the end choose 5 people to do survey .

1)renee
2)qishan
3)qiaoxian
4)jiayi
5)andrew
6)liaoweijie
7)roger
8)zhebin
9)joseph
10)chorkee
11)hweekiat
12)meiling
13)belinda
14)yasmeen
15)jacqueline
16)junhui
17)cheryl
18)wilson
19)shyying
20)dingwen
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1)how did u meet 14?
in tanjong katong sec de netball :D

2)what would you do if you've never met 1?
i will sure get to meet her de.

3)what if 9 and 20 dated?
joseph and dingwen? ahahahas. impossible larhhs .

4)will 16 and 17 date?
quite possible lehhs XD

5)describe 3.
a cheerful girl i see. but sometimes really weak inside.

6)describe 7.
funny?lame?lol..

7)do you know any of 12's family members?
yepp . i know her mother and her brother and her uncles . Oo .

8)what would you do if 18 confess that he/she likes you?
wilson?! lol..

9)who is 9 going out with?
i dont know lehhs ...

10)when was the last time you talked to 13?
ytd in school :D

11)who is 2's favourite band singer?
hmms. dont know.. SHE ?

12)would you ever date 4?
hahas . jiayi . a good friend .

13)would you ever date 1?
cann. if she accepts me. lols. hahas.

14)is 19 single?
yepp .

15)would you ever be in relationship with 11?
hweekiat?! i dont think so barhhs .

16)school of 3?
temasek sec.

17)where does 6 lives?
haig road blk 4

18)what is your favourite thing of 5?
he can make me laugh . and tell eu one secret: he is gay when it rain ! wahahahas.

19)have you ever seen 10 naked?
obviously no!

do this quiz: renee, qishan, qiaoxian, meiling, chorkee, jiayi, weiijie.

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~



didnt go school today .
but went for tuition in the afternoon and there was only 4 people who went..
lols . got one guy dam funny canns . teacher also very lame and funny larhhs .
halfway tuition went buy drink and chips.. teacher allowed :)
tuition centre is fun XD
uhkays. dhen after tuiton went bc slacked with qishan, renee, jacq, chorkee, jiayi
was finding a song this morning and it took me dam long to find that song .
finally, i got a good sleep in mummy's room :)
slept till 10plus dhen woke up. ytd night slept quuite early.
havent finish all my homework siahhs . got project somemore.. gahhs .
going out with qishan they all tmr :)
to kbox maybe . yays . :)
school's a TORTURE, life SUCKS, the world is so UNFAIR .
mummy talked to me today again,
she said maybe i should quit tkss and go another school?
she knew how stressed and tiring i was.
she said if i go another school , maybe i wont have to ben so xingku.
haiz . i dont know larhhs . maybe i'll get kicked out of school?..
i dont know i dont know .
oh . ytd night cry that time, jiayi called me and talked to me.. :)
maybe now i know whye qishan likes to talk to him when she's down.
coze jiayi is really nice to talked to. :)
a short post today, nothing much actually..

i seriously need someone whom i can talk to..
someone who i can speak out everything thats in my mind.

editted ..
andrew is dam lame canns .
he asked me to do one quiz dhen need make wish . dhen he asked me whads my wish .
heres some of our conversation :

andrew:
i wan my wish to come true ma

xuetin:
i know. hahas . lols . whads ur wish?

andrew:
dont tell eu . *wobble wobble * *blush blush*
hahas . act gay .

xuetin:
lols . hahas.

andrew:
wads ur wish?

xuetin:
*blah blah blah blah blah* get it?

andrew:
walao. say larhhs .

xuetin:
lalalas . cannot . hahas .

andrew:
must to be ahem with ahem ahem.IMMATURE ! *flips my hair and give that bitch face at you*

xuetin:
lols?! whad ahem with ahem ?!

andrew:
ok la i tell u my wish u tell me urs

xuetin:
nope .

xuetin :
hahas .

andrew:
haha

andrew:
world peace?

andrew:
nah xuetin will never think of that

andrew:
get good grades for exams?

andrew:
nah she wont bother

xuetin:
hahas. cool. eu noe me so well .

andrew:
errr turn whiter?

andrew:
maybe?
haha

xuetin:
LOLS!

xuetin:
lame larhhs eu ..

he really dam lame lorhhs . hahas . XD

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Thursday, June 26, 2008

i have decided . i am nhort going school tmr .
i am fucking fucking stressed up now . and i cried ...
teacher gives so many homeworks recently and wants us to pass up so fast .
i got like 2 projects nees to do and 6 homeworks today .
i am fucking tired and fucking stress,
i told mummy and she was like wth, dont know dont know .
dhen i told daddy everything and he says he gonna help me write letter .
he really knows how stress i am, chionging homework everyday and i had been sleeping late this few days .
i hate school! teachers are giving more and more homework each day . i hate it .
i had been like chionging my homework like siao lorhhs .
if i got to finish all of my today works to hand up tmr, i got to chiong all the way until midnight, without sleeping? imagine i am going school like that.
i will be dam sleepy and tiring .
i hate school!
i am really tired larhhs . so many things happened .
at the middle of the night when i was sleeping, i kept felt that those things was around.
it was like i was everytime being scared and woke up suddenly .

i felt things that i should nhort feel . it happened thrice or twice already.
i dont know whads happening . i just cant get a good sleep..
is like those things are disturbing me.. scaring me..
it was the first time.. i'm seriously scared .
so many things happened recently, i really cant take it , i msged mummy today .
she called and said maybe i was too stress or maybe i really got disturbed by those things, she is bringing me to temple tmr .
gosh . hope everything could recover soon .
daddy and mummy want me to sleep in their room tonight, hope i wont get disturbed again
please.. dont disturb me again .
i am really dam stressed up.
i cant take it anymore.
i am really really scared .
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry ...
please please please...

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

stop and stare


everlasting love


i just looks retarded


OO



its time to blog .
wahlao . today in class really buay tahan siahhs . keep want falling asleep lerhhs .
this few days keep dam sleepy.
dhen ankle pain today .
i guess is because that day play basketball until to hiong lerhhs barhhs, run so much somemore.
went for field trip today, went to errs... bedok reservoir and newater centre .
the trip was uhkays larhhs, at newater centre there dam funny .
aiyo. darryl scare no water drink huhs, he took 11 bottles of newater and hide it in his bag larhhs.
dhen bring out.. aiyoyoyo.
he dam lame larhhs .
dhen after that went meet qishan.
was talking quite lots of things on the way.
i bought a chocolate cake and ate today :D
so long didnt eat cake lerhhs worrs . awws . dam nice. and i got my school shirt stained again.
this is the second time kena stained by chocolates lerhhs larhhs .
dhen went sharon there eat.
saw sharon crying, hopes she is alright :D. cheerup !!
dhen after that went bc sat awhile, talked talked and guai people like me do their homeworks :D
hahas .
only did 1 nia . dhen went play one game of basketball.
we won.. :D
oh and in the school, msged with the same few people again :D
today quite early went home lorhhs .
tmr nhort going down bc lerhhs. coze i've training .
ohya . today tuition is postpone to another day cause i couldnt make it on time.
going out with qishan they all on sat. weee...
had been chiong-ing homework recently. theres alot of homework and projects larhhs .
fucking tire . super sleepy in class .

AGAIN ...
school sucks . i am sick and tire of school's everything . i hate school .
life sucks . everything was wrong . i hate life .
the world is so unfair .

mummy: thanks for everything and those encouragement .
i said if i got kicked out, i dont wanna study anymore,
eu dhen asked me to work hard and everything.
that few days i cried . she got come ask me whye .
mummy is sometimes good but bad .
but now, she is treating me better and nicer, i think .
and i really appreciate it .
i will work hard and try to stay, alright?.. :D
thanks mummy . :D

qiaoxian: hmms . saw ur blog . thanks for those words of encouragement :D
getting into tkss was very happy for me that time . i got in by dsa .
and i find it rather stress there now . study there is tiring and stressful .
but i will work hard from now barhhs.. thanks so much . :D .
eu should also study hard barhhs .
and oh, last long :)

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Tuesday, June 24, 2008
world is being so unfair; school is torturing; life sucks

24.06.08


uhkays , school sucks, life sucks .
didnt go for after school care today .
so went renee house there eat and went her home wait for her to bath .
sorrys renee if i did made eu angry or something .
but everything was alright after that, just wanted to say sorry coze i feel guilty . ><>
i got my shirt stained with chocolate ice cream!
arghhs . but chocolate still rocks .
dhen went back to haig rd together .

qiaoxian and qishan talked at kfc there .
dhen me and renee and jiayi was waiting for them at one side .
dhen renee and i today shenjingbing wan larhhs .
i dont know whye .
oh yes, we camwhored too . will update the pictures next time barhhs .
jiayi says me and renee are nhort grown-ups coze we really dam lame .
dhen after that went qishan home and bc sat down and talked .
talked alots of things and qishan is keep laughing over my that "matter"
gahhs . she going to laugh at me like how i laughed at her last time for nhort knowing how to operate the lift door . gahhs . embarrassing siahhs . . ><
went home late today .
ohya . had been msging jiayi and qishan the whole day in school .
jiayi! change to singtel larhhs . hahas .
just chiong finish my music project nhort long ago coze tmr last day of deadline .

things got worser and worser . eu did all this when we have decided to nhort care about it. let time cure everything . but neverminds, i dont wanna care anymore . no more .
i've got enough. i am gonna stop .
i am sorrys for my attitude today and my rough-ness today .
i'm sorrys . i dont know whads wrong with me .
kept hit until people today when playing ball .
mood was totally screwed up today in school .
dhen jiayi said he would let me hit him . awws . he dam good .

i'm just trying to get over everything .
just wanted to be lame, and made everyone laugh.. making myself laugh .
so that my mind will be occupied and stop thinking about all those .
thanks people for tolerating all this .
just let time take over all this ...

to chor kee : sorrys chorkee for my rough-ness today during basketball . i didnt mean to hit eu . is accidentally hit until de . i'm sorry . i dont know whads wrong with me today . just sorrys for everything . . sorrys sorrys sorrys sorrys . forget me huhs . i didnt mean it . hope eu didnt get hurt badly.. ><


to jiayi: thanks so much for being there for us . thanks so much for saying that eu will let me hit eu when my mood in school today was toally screwed . sorrys for my rough-ness today in basketball . i seriously dont know whads wrong with me . hit until eu . sorrys sorrys . hope eu didnt get hurt badly ... i'm sorrys .

to jacq: jacq, i love you larhhs . thanks for all those eu have done for us .

to renee: cheer up . NO QUITTING SCHOOL! dont be too sad . i can see de . cheer up . i will be by ur side . sorrys if i have made eu angry . but everything was alright after that . so many years of friendship afterall, without quarreling! three cheers for us . eu were always there for me and so am i ! ;D

to qishan: relax abit larhhs huhs . dont be sad . NO QUITTING SCHOOL! eu told us nhort to quit so eu cant quite also . we will be by ur side always . cheer up . work hard for university :D three cheers for our friendship! eu can laugh for all eu wan for the music thing >< . hahas . just continue laughing , and stop yourself from being occupied with those things .!

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Monday, June 23, 2008
xuetin: dead soon . life sucks

i seriously had enough of all this things.
i wann to stop .
i dont wan me and renee and qishan crying .
renee and i had been crying alots these few times.
it really hurts .
i dont wan us to be so stressed up and so dulan..
i dont want to see every of my friends crying like that .
i seriously had never see renee cry until like that before .
we had been 5 years of friends lerhhs .
she was used to be so strong and everything .
and i seldom see her cry .
and nowadays, both of us has been crying like shit .
it was suppose to be a happy day today with meiling cheering us up, making us laugh, doing lame things and everything .
but it was screwed up .
i think we have to stop thinking about it for a short while, let everything cool down and talk another time .
i dont want to be like crying everyday .
i had enough .
i need the beach, i need qishan, i need renee, i need shy ying, i need to cry a hell out of me, i need to scream like shit .
i need somebody to talk to alot .
theres so many things happening recently .
it got all of us fucking stressed up .
i know almost everything out there .
i had heard and i had saw . i know whads happening . i wont be saying all these if i dont know .
i had seen with my own eyes, hear with my own ears .
i dont wanna get my eyes swollen almost every night .
i dont wanna see my dearest people crying like that .
how much i feel like dying right now .
i dont want to keep secrets myself everytime, crying all alone myself everytime .
i had enough , seriously .
i am now crying and typing all these things at the same time .
still want to say that RENEE AND QISHAN ! STAY STRONG!
wanted to do my music project at first de, but i think i cant do it now with my current mood, maybe later? see how first .
happy dayno more .
editted . i seriously need to talk to somebody that i trust alot. i cant take all this anymore . its too much for me. i had enough . i just feel like jumping down the building now . its too much . should i just wait? i dont know . theres alot of question marks in my heart . i dont know how to answer every single of it . i just cant get the right answer ... i need the beach seriously . i...... i dont want mummy to see me crying again , she will get worried if she does . just like whad meiling says: world is so fucking unfair and LIFE SUCKS !

renee: dear, dont cry already huhs .
we will be always by ur side alright .
stop thinking about all this and get urself cool down .
its nhort all your fault .
eu cant quit school . coze i need eu and eu need me . dont get yourself too stressed up huhs .
i dont wanna see eu crying over all this things and i am going to cry with eu .
ignore those things for a moment and cool down .
got anything can come talk to me .
eu wont be left out . we will always be with eu de.
stop crying . i know me and eu had been crying alot this few days .
but no use crying over all this matter .
ur mother gonna be so sad if she sees eu crying again .
i think we needed go to the beach someday and cry out loud and scream like shit .
i wanna to see the lame and funny and strong renee .
i dont wanna see this . UHKAYS !
cheer up dear !
dont be sad anymore . NO QUITTING SCHOOL coze i need eu too . :DDDDD
cheer up :DDDD

qishan: i am glad that we are back to good friends again.
at first i was having those thoughts that we might nhort be friends again..
thanks for everything . thanks for being so nice to me .
eu should also cheer up .
dont be too stressed up too .
i know eu want to score well in studies too and get into unversity .
just cheer up .
i'll be by ur side always and forever also de .
we shall never quarrel again .
try dont be too angry .
its nhort good for health de.
cheer up .

jacq: awws . jacq is such a nice friend . i love you too !
thanks for all those, and making us laugh and everything .
thanks for listening .
thanks for everything .
hope eu will get all your problem sort out too . ;D





I LOVE QISHAN !
I LOVE RENEE !
I LOVE JACQ


~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Sunday, June 22, 2008

cheryl . all of us are disappointed in eu .
ur attitude was a toally 360 degree change after the chalet .
eu said that renee and qishan pangseh eu , but they didnt larhhs .
eu and qiaoxian was the one who keep going into zhebin, roger room, leaving us .
i could even see that larhhs . although i wasnt involve.
qiaoxian also , she was like following zhebin for the whole chalet larhhs .
zhebin go where she also go where .
didnt really go with us lorhhs .
eu two like playing with the boys lorhhs .
everytime also go into their room .
dhen now eu all want say that is we pangseh eu .
qiaoxian had been following zhebin through the whole chalet lorhhs .
almost everytime was like she would go wherever zhebin go .
in the room also only cheryl and qiaoxian was there playing with them .
the rest of us wasnt larhhs .
qiaoxian, ur attitude is bad also .
sometimes talk to eu eu can be friendly, dhen some other time talk to eu , eu will like keep whadever, duhh .
dhen when eu want borrow things that time, ur attitude will be like very good .
gahhs .
whad if those people wasnt by your side .
eu had been always hanging out with them lorhhs , nhort us .

dhen that time eu talked to jiayi .
jiayi wanted to like help eu two solved the friendship problem and eu now is like nvm .
to me, i think eu dont want this friendship anymore.
eu have to be sure that eu wont regret all of this i tell eu.
so whad if renee doesnt live in haig road, whye cant she come to bc and play .
eu is like zhongsheqingyou wan lorhhs.
eu like prefer going with the boys instead of us huhs.
eu can choose to save this friendship or nhort .
but the attitude eu talk to jiayi is like eu dontwan this anymore .
i have nothing to say.
eu asked renee to change her attitude,
eu have to change urs too.

and oh, i hate people who lied and betray too .
I would like to officially declare that I have nothing to do with ***** *** *** *****.
And he is gonna get so right out of my life and GOODBYE! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
Oh and also, Qishan wants to say that she have nothing to do with that person above too.
And wna just say GOODBYE TOO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i am gonna start a fresh new life of mine.
lets look towards to the future and enjoy my future life.
and byebye to the past .
i had enough , seriously .
and the last thing :
cheryl, lastlong .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


最爱还是你, 期待你的爱 <3

hmms . today woke up early in the morning again, 5plus for the carnival .
went renee house first dhen went carnival together .
dam tiring and hot canns .
so many days never sleep properly lerhhs .
only like sleep until for a few hours .
was super tired during carnival .

after carnival pei renee go home bath, dhen after that went bc .
i went home bathed also .
dhen at qishan house made egg tart .
quite nice .
renee, qishan, xunfang, chorkee, weijie was there .
and we all dam freaking funny and lame lorhhs .
made us laugh like siao .
went bc until 10 plus dhen .
renee at first say wan go sell the egg tart to bc people de lorhhs .
in the end she never .
dhen wanted to give joseph eat de .
but dhen haiz, nvms .

played bball for a short while only siahhs.
dhen went home .
and send renee go take taxi .
arghhs . still got fucking lots of homework havent finish .
and dhen tmr is last day of holiday lerhhs .
die liao .
i fucking tiring today lorhhs .
tmr meeting chorkee, qishan they all at bc at 3pm .
i going sleep soon . very very sleepy .
good nights people :D
i miss chalet .


最爱还是你

曾经的过去,曾经的未来,
曾经的我们,曾经的我。
曾经的你,曾经的我对你说,
我欣赏你,后来的我又常曾对你说,
我喜欢你,最后一次的我对你说,
我爱你。可是,最终的我还是心碎了。
而曾经的你,只能默默地收藏在我心底,
静静的。。。。永远的。

在拥挤的人朝中没有人知道,
我偷偷的想起你的嘴角就会笑!
就让时间过去,从新开始,我最爱还是你,
你是我的永远,向宇宙相对的星互相吸引,
慢慢的开始过好吗?我还及爱着你,
时间会证明,我爱你有多深!
这次就让他过去吧!只是为了能与你相遇!
牵着你的手,才知道是永久的,一辈子都不放手,
把你留在心里,我最爱还是你!
对不起!


爱一个人好难,/u>

‘想要把你忘记真的好难,思念的痛在我心里纠缠,朝朝暮暮的期盼,永远没有答案’

为何你可以这样的无情,为什么你会这么狠心的伤害我。到现在你还是无法感受到我对你的爱,我对你认真。我是真的真的很爱你。为什么你总是对我冷淡。爱你实在太累了,让我总是觉得爱上你,好像爱上全世界的人。难道爱一个人有错吗?为你,我曾一次又一次的偷偷流泪,我甚至自问自己值得吗?我到地做错了什么,为什么你这样对待我。是我付出的不比别人多还是我一直都在要求你的回报,还是你一直都把我当作是你生命中的一个过客而已。

其实我的想法很简单我只想要和你在一起,我不要你对我们的未来做出任何决定,我只要听你现在的答案。我无法告诉自己爱上你是对或错,在我的眼中只有看见你的美,你的好。我已经失去了方向,我好想快要变成另一个人。一个只会拼命为你付出。就算全世界的人笑我笨,天上的星星说我傻,我也不会去在乎。因为如果没有你在我身边,再多的欢笑,再多的快乐也不是我想要的。

不管何时你才会发现我对你是认真的,不管你给我的结果,是不是我想要的。至少你也要让我知道,我会一直的等待你的答案

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Friday, June 20, 2008
chalet rocks !




mahjong




qishan, renee and xuetin :)






tanchorkee is the sunsilk promoter ! ;D
liao liao liao weijie!




on the way home



mahjong












shhhh.. tanck sleeping XD





sunrise !




uhkays . chalet is over .
and arghhs . school gonna start soon .
chatet is fun de lorhhs .
going down the pool , mahjong, cards, up down and everything .

early morning 5 plus like that went to chalet .
dhen at first everyone still say wan ton de .
in the end all sleep .
somemore stil say whad wan come fetch me or wait for me come chalet .
in the end i took taxi there and costed me $20plus larhhs .
zz .

call them never pick up somemore .
called qishan, renee, jiayi, weijie, roger .
dhen only roger picked up .
dhen he go door there wait for me and help me open door .
after that went upstairs saw weijie and qishan just wake up .
dhen me, qishan, weijie and roger all sleep outside the door there .
for a short while dhen go deesiao other people call them wake up .
dhen play mahjong and cards, watched cartoons, and dhen went back to haig rd .
at first the uncle fetch us go bedok for renee and roger to put bag first de .
dhen we waited for them in the van and they actually ran all the way home and back larhhs .
siao siao wann . dam funny lorhhs . hahas .
dhen all of us was like betting who will come back first de .

all of us went eat kfc together and dhen went jiayi house to watch ghost movie .
after that went information center chat awhile dhen went bc play ball lerhhs .
at night went rc watch movie .
only me , renee, weijie, jiayi and roger went .
dhen went bc awhile again dhen go home .
renee and roger came my house awhile dhen go home already .

damm.. i wan more haig rd chalet !!!
sianns . tmr early morning need go for netball carnival siahhs .
meeting renee at padang there .
anyways, we are going singapore art museum either on sat or sun ..:)
chalet rocks !



~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Thursday, June 19, 2008

yo people .
just came from chalet .
had some headache so didnt go for training .
dhen after that went chalet with jacq .
went there see them play in the pool .
me and cheryl and siongyu didnt play .
so see them play .
was playing with water balloons also .
hahas .
dhen play cards, mahjong .
went mcdonald buy food eat . walked there siahhs .
dhen after that played one game called 'up down' .
is like if eu guess correct dhen can pour water into people cup .
dhen if eu lose, eu must drink that cup of water or double of it .
dhen one hour cannot go toilet siahhs .
so kelian .
all so bloated but dhen cannot toilet .
somemore i play 2 rounds of it .
dhen after the game me , qishan, roger, siongyu, jacq vomitted.
i vomit until cry siahhs , i think only roger see until me cry siahhs ><
dhen qishan got headache
i was a little giddy and jacq was very giddy .
thanks to QISHAN, RENEE, ROGER who came at and sayang me .
thanks thanks .. feel so honoured.
and we at night at the swimming pool there dam lame lorhhs .
they splash water on me like totally wet larhhs .
fucking funny .
dhen me and renee bacame chorkee and jiayi de laopo .
they dam lame lorhhs .
but we divorce already .
coze jiayi 5 time me and chor kee 3 time me, renee 2 time me also .
TT . everybody was timing each other .
fucking lame larhhs. hahas .


i'm going chalet again at 5am plus later .
woohoo~~
at first mummy ask me 6 plus dhen go de lorhhs .
but i am going to sneak out .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Wednesday, June 18, 2008

hmms . today bout 4 plus like that dhen reach singapore from genting .
spend alots of money playing and everything .
stayed there for a few days .
wahlao .
ytd de ytd night suddenly got one scary gorrila come out from the haunted house there scare me siahhs .
dhen after that shy ying keep bluff me scare me .
hahas . learned how to play cs there .
somehow me and shy ying got a little addicted . ><>
dhen played indoor theme park, outdoor theme park, arcade, bowling, pool, lan .
played almost everything there .
actually wanted tmr dhen come back de .
but dhen uncle need to work, so came back today .

went chalet immediately .
was drizzling today .
cheryl, qiaoxian and i went to the beach, sat down and chatted under the rain .
dhen went balcony all that, walking around .
the chalet house is quite big .

things that shouldnt happen, happened .
things that happened, was all just a misunderstanding .
whye must everything end up this way,
whye cant there just be peace .
i had enough. all of us are tired .
lets forget about all this .

i trusted eu another time and yet it end up this way again ,
it was again and again .
i should have listen to them in the beginning .. nhort believing eu
but in the end, i decided to trust to but yet it end up this way .
i wont trust eu anymore .
no more again .
coze i dont want it to end up again like that ..
this would be the last time i am going to trust eu .

start afresh ,
i;ve learned.. to put down, let go and forget .
i will nhort have such stupid thoughts again .
everything wasnt meant to be mine .
it was nhort meant to be ..
i realised how stupid i was .
but now i have decided to give up, let go, put down and forget


~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

yo . back from playing again ,.
now at lan .
got myself totally wet just now lorhhs .
go play the game .
lim ding wen first time play siahhs.
how shocking .
now he sitting beside me playing cs lorhhs .
i have got nothing to do also liao .

gahhs . dhen andrew came on msn and entertain me.
andrew very bhb siahhs ..
keep saying his ownself name very sexy .
and say i am a fan of him.
want his pretty autograph and everything .
say alot of people love him .
BHB BHB!
hahas .
still want say me bhb . bleahs bleahs. XP

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Monday, June 16, 2008

heelloos people .
i am now at genting de lan .
how cool .
ytd last minute i say want go genting dhen my parents bring me go lerhhs .;
coze dingwen they all going also marhhs .
mummy going back tonight but i will be staying here until thurs i guess .
sorry people, nhort going to chalet and training lerhhs .
the air here is freaking nice and cool .
gahhs . i miss genting so much .

playing like siao this few days .
just for today we already spending bout $1000 rm lerhhs .
mummy and daddy will win more money de. good luck =D
went play outdoor and indoor theme park, pool, bowling, arcade, archery, rock climbling and lan
everything in one day siahhs .
dhen eat sushi somemore .
spend fucking lots of money .
going to stay here until thurs .
yays . =D

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~



14.06.08
went east coast today .
walked for 2 hour like that siahhs .
from pit 20 something to 78..
fucking tiring lorhhs .
the party was uhkaya uhkays larhhs .
went grandlink play pool after that .
dingwen is freaking funny lorhhs .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Friday, June 13, 2008

12.06.08
went down bc and played for awhile .
played match with renee, ck and one more guy .
and i cracked my ankle but it seems to get well already .
less swollen too .
should be going to recover soon .
poor dingwen lost his hp on bus while coming to my house at night.
how sadd ..
he got moody larhhs . awws . cheer up .
we made pizza at my house .
was fucking fun .
gahhs . but my house got oily and smoky .
but the pizza was still quite nice larhhs .
send renee to take taxi at night , saw wilson while waiting for roger .
dhen chatted with wilson .
talk craps larhhs him .

13.06.08
stupid brother early early wake me up tonight .
zz . i still want sleep de lorhhs .
went jurong inter with shy ying to get back dingwen phone .
dam far lorhhs .
take bus need around 2 hour and take mrt around 35mins like that .
the bus senior captain dam funny canns .
bully us nia .
dhen went shop shop at a shopping center .
after that dhen went home .

yes . tmr going east coast with shy ying
for her friend birthday party .
might be going to blade . yes yes .
exciting .
got birthday cake to smash on people also .
wahahahas .



~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

BOO~
hmms . ankle still pain and swollen siahhs . TT .
dunnoe how long dhen will recover larhhs .

09.06.08
hmms . went dingwen and shy yiing house all the way until night 11pm .
renee went there with me too .
dam funny lorhhs .
we all was playing heart attack larhhs .
dhen i asked auntie to join us .
dhen when dingwen hit until her very very hard that kind, she will punch him back .
hahas . cheaters!
played and chit chatted until 11plus like that went home =D
quite long never go her house liao lorhhs .

10.06.08
zz . training SUCKS !
sprained ankle still need to shoot siahhs .cb .
stupid bok .
made the whole team run like siao somemore . grrr .

went with renee to market to pack her food and buy bubbletea and came my house later .
wahlao . rain so heavily .
me and renee got totally wet when she was going to take taxi .
take umbrella also got so wet larhhs .
got one poor auntie very poor thing .
her umbrella gt spoilt by the strong wind and she got to walk in the rain .
awwwss...
we waited fucking long for the kuku taxi larhhs .

11.06.08
at first wanted to go renee house today de .
but dhen i just remembered that i have got tuition .
so i didnt go .
maybe tmr dhen go barhhs .
might be going library later . =D
too bored at home .
renee, sorry , today cant go blade also . going rain anyways .
maybe tmr or some other days dhen go blade barhhs =D
i'm sorry .
everytime i was the one to ask eu go blade de .
dhen now cannot go . paiteh paiteh (new word to replace paiseh, taught by dingwen . hahas .)
gahhs . i had enough of all this,
hope all this would be over really really soon .
dun feel like going bc recently .. anyways, was almost out everyday r

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Monday, June 9, 2008

heelloos people .
i am now at bedok de lan with renee, shy yiing and dingwen =D
went out today for movie too .
watched kung fu panda .
its nice and funny . hahas .
the panda dam funny lorhhs .
and i just played audition .
fucking long never play liao canns .

ahahas .
renee stayed overnight at my house ytd de ytd .
it would be great if my com wasnt spoilt by my stupid brother .
arghhs .
nvms .
zz . cried at bc twice .
thanks to dear renee for those cares .
and thanks to that uncle to treated us to eat prrrata .
hahas .
i've got my ankle sprained during the camp training .
awws . hope it recover soon .

anyways, might be going enous or haig road later . hahas .
see how first barhhs .
logging off ..
takecares .
xuetin

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Saturday, June 7, 2008

heelloos .
back from camp .
camp is fucking fun and now i wish that camp didnt end so early larhhs .
coze i dunwanna go home siahhs .

the night walk during the camp was fun larhhs .
out seniors got pretend ghost all that scare us siahhs.
during the first night of camp didnt sleep well siahhs .
almost everybody couldnt sleep .
a-hahahas .
but second night sleep until very nice coze all very tire .
we even had buffet and ice cream treat =D
the night camp super scary canns .
need go the l shape toilet there somemore .
i didnt dare to go and so yasmeen help me went to take the post stick there .
awws . yasmeen is dam brave larhhs ..
got scared by rachel and arina .
it was like they called me so many times after we walked past the, .
call my name somemore .
dhen i told yasmeen dont look back coze i thought there was ghost or something until they said its them lorhhs .

boo lorhhs .
everybody got scared by everything .
went bugis meet friends for ipw after going home .
going home dhen quarrelled with parents and brother again lorhhs ,
fucker larhhs them .
3 gang up on me huhs . WTF .
hate them to core larhhs .
nvms .
renee is going to ton at my house tonight .
yipee .
uhkays . gtg . blog maybe later at night or another day =D

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Wednesday, June 4, 2008
camp is here . awws . how sad is that .






tuition today was boring .
coze little of my friends went .
and i forgot to bring my pencil, earser, pen , calculator and everything .
but luckily teacher didnt punish me and only asked me to remember to bring next time .
sorry teacher! ><
after that went meet qiaoxian for lunch at market .
sorry qiaoxian, make eu wait for so long .
she waited for me for 1 hour plus .
and dhen meet renee at bc .
boohoo . today 4 like that still little people .
later dhen all come .
played bball and chatted alots with renee .
she came my house at night .
same old thing, was playing poker again .
but its still fun de larhhs .

awws . camp is tomorrow .
and we are camping in school?! wth .
hope it would be fun de larhhs .
and theres training during the camp . wtf wtf .
stupid larhhs .
people . me and renee will only be back by either sat or sun .
wanted to camwhore actually but renee needed go home and we havent pack our bag for the camp things .
so she is coming my house tmr and we shall go school and camp together .

RENEE !
i will always be with eu .
i will be ur listening ears always , i swear =D
so cheer up and forget about those stupid things alright .
just like whad people says : forgive and forget =D
so errms . see ya tmr .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~



林宥嘉 神秘嘉賓

我踩著夢的階梯
走進了 一座迷霧森林
誰的心事
被天使竊聽
泛起漣漪時間
它幫我設計
下一秒
誰是神秘嘉賓小心翼翼
揭開了面具
掌聲鼓勵
誰闖進我的場地
誰讓我措手不及
我早就預備的劇情
妳卻給我一筆狡猾地
致命地正中我紅心
我跟誰變得親密
誰逐漸離我遠去
華麗演出共襄盛舉
唯有妳的背影
友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶
妳按了我的門鈴
我終於 從呵欠中甦醒緊張兮兮
對妳說一句
歡迎光臨全場觀眾都離席
剩下我
還在原地尋覓耳邊聽著
謝幕的歌曲
走不出去
誰闖進我的場地
誰讓我措手不及
我早就預備的劇情
妳卻給我一筆狡猾地
致命地正中我紅心
我跟誰變得親密
誰逐漸離我遠去
華麗演出共襄盛舉
唯有妳的背影友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶
我搬到誰的隔壁
誰成了我的鄰居
鳴謝生命有妳參與
笑納我的邀請
曲終人散卻寫下不會結束 的結局

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~



happy 100th post =D
yays . 100 posts already .
dang . early morning teacher msg me say tuition is at 11.30 to 1
sianns . must go to that bloody tuition again .
luckily is only 1 day per week lorhhs . if nhort sure will die de lorhhs .
sianns .
blog later when i come back .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~


Tuesday, June 3, 2008

ahahas .
renee is at my house tonight again .
now my house got qiaoyee, qiaojoe, zhiwei, renee, and me ! =D
and we are fucking fucking high now .
and was singing this song :
fuck eu !
fuck me no baby, buy condom waste money .
dhen i replied and say
got baby, government give money .
hahas .
how lame we are .

and now everybody is saying fuck fuck fuck now .
ahahahas .

renee is going crazy seriously .
she wants to bite me .
arhhs .
omgomg .
yes . shes going home late today =D

editted
send renee home later .
and saw wilson downstairs later ,
talked bout hmms . 5 to 10 mins i think.
he asked me tmr must go down lorhhs . coze its his off day .
aiya, i know he misses her . wahahahas .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~



specially to renee fan :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! RENEE FAN!

hmms . its my dear mei birthday today .
and she is 14 now .
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to renee fan
happy birthday to you ! =D
dear renee arhhs , must take good good care of yourself huhs .
get a good boyfriend . =X
hmms. and get good results .
and stay in the same school as me .
and errmmmss .. play basketball together .
errssssss.... be more gentle larhhs .
keep wan bite me today and keep saying fuck .
eu also very childish also larhhs . hahas .
renee renee, must cheer up uhkays .
i will be always there for eu =D

today's diary
renee fan came my house this afternoon/ morning
since 11 lyk that.
we watched sky of love .
its fucking nice larhhs .
so touched .
me and renee was like crying huhs .
hiro is so cute . ahahahas .
packed kfc to my house and watched .
gahhs . i feel like watching it again .
and before training , went katong complex buy contact lenses for renee .
we wasnt late for training . how shocking is that . hahas .

today training was fucking tiring .
where got people train for 4 hours de lorhhs .
the paper write from 2.30 until 6 lehhs .
but luckily bok didnt came so miss chan let us go at bout 5 plus .
played in the rain too .
coze there was no thunder nor lightning .
so we continues playing .

uhkays . dhen went bc after training for her birthday celebration .
dhen went eat at sharon there .
and dhen sat at bc for awhile and went home .

stupid daddy larhhs .
mummy already say i can stay there until like 10pm wan right .
my friend birthday i cannot celebrate there mehhs .
whye cant people celebrate at bc?!
fucker larhhs eu .
and ask me go home .
eu very big huhs .
mummy already allow me liao right .
whad eu wan siahhs .
nbcb .
dhen almost every night also go out .
got sometimes go pub somemore .
think mummy dont know huhs .

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~




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G-dragon❤
KWON JIYONG 권지용❤
Position: Team Leader/Rapper/Vocal/composer
Birthday: August 18, 1988 (21)


Wishes ♥
. new handphone
. good results
. promote to sec 4 express
. quit netball
. save more money
. more freedom
. get a job
. more soft toys
. shopping with cliques/girlfriends
. more outings with cliques/girlfriends
. musical player thing in 'InQBox'
. more piercings
. learn drum/guitar
. ear studs
. chocolates
. lollipops



Loves ♥

BELINDA. [girlfriend]
RENEE. [steady]
MEILING. [besty]
QIAOXIAN. [sweetass]
QISHAN. [sweetass]
SHYYING. [sister]
ANDREW. [besty bastard]
CHORKEE. DUMPLING, ALOY. [jiejie]
BC CLIQUE:
QIAOXIAN. RENEE. QISHAN. CHERYL. XUNFANG. ANDREW. CHORKEE. JIAYI. CHERYL. WEIJIE. KAICHENG. WILSON. JUNHUI. ZHEBIN. ROGER.

basketball{bedok} clique:
BELINDA(she created the clique ^^). RENEE. MEILING. EDNA. ALOY aka DUMPLING (JIEJIE). JUSTIN. GRIMMJOW. BRIAN.



those little angels :D