hello people.
sorry for nhort updating for so long.
was abit lazy and alot things happened which some i dont feel like blogging about.
yes! and i kena sore throat and flu before chinese new year
#$%^&*#E$%^&&^%$$
didnt really get to eat alot food. gahh!

just reached singapore yesterday around 3 plus.
didnt really get to sleep lorhs. D:
dhen early morning 6 plus wake up!.
but of course, went back malaysia is like dam fun that all dont wanna come out.
dhen delayed till dam late dhen come out singapore.
i went out with aunties they all first, mummy they all sun dhen come back!
UNFAIR. couldnt get much holiday.
and oh... bel visited me in malaysia. hehee.
dhen i fetch her on motor and she screamed like shit. dam funny. haha.
she's say its fun. of course its fun larhs! HAHA.
had some pictures, i shall upload it another time. brb.

uhkay. had game today with chung cheng.
won with the score of 30 plus to 10 plus.
this is only our 2nd game.
1st game score was 50 plus to 5?
throat was fucking dry larhs. dhen drink too much water, feel like vomitting. hate it.
lalalala. still alot of things and problems.
but i think i'm nhort blogging it out!
so. sayonara...

i go cook dinner. so hungry. x.x
anybody wanna treat me dinner?
anyways, people.. tag more arh. hehe.

lastly...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

hello again. :D
i super super happy today. xD
school as usual.
had to stay back for ss supplementary today and it was only 1/2 an hour. =.=
after that, renee, bel and me pei-ed bel go find gary.
because today is their 1 month. !
happy one month. ^^
uhkays, gary bought strepsils for her as she got sore throat. -.-
haha. lol.
dhen cabbed to 116.

but we went later coze went find gary at cc.
as usual, played ball. :D
uhkays. and this few days i siao siao want, i think, keep singing nursery song.
i think bel will get crazy one day xD
sorry! >< i just sang whadever that comes into my mind. x.x haha. idk whye too.
and today keep snatching for rebound to shoot when they all just shooting around.
hehe. and usual game with all of them.
bel, renee, me, boyf, cheekah, gimmejow, yikwang, and another 2 guys. hoho.
dhen was like dam stupid larhs, i was saying byebye to boyf.
dhen cheekah was like 'woah, like that arh, say to him never say to us' so i said byebye :DDDDD
*smiles* and i think boyf was trying to hint me to not to say byebye to them. haha. lalala.
and dhen bus-ed home with renee.
this guy sitting in front of us was having hiccups and renee keep laughing at him larhs, so bad horhs! :x
dhen after that got this crazy man came up the bus.
he kept doing funny things. dhen he was trying to communicate with this indian man.

uncle: ' )*&%^&* ---> some indian language.
man: *laughs*
uncle: *points at his hair* ' hair! hair~ hair!'
dhen like dam funny larhs, he thinks that the indian man dont know english arh.
and he keep doing funny actions like suddenly shake or suddenly kicks his leg.
when he went down the bus, he was like waving and asking the indian man to go down.
dhen the indian man just laughs and turn away.
dhen when the bus moves, he like do the "fuck you' hand sign.
like DAM DAM funny.
the guy behind us was laughing like mad, just like me and renee.
dam LOL lorhs. haha.
he is $%^&*(^&*()

haha. uhkays. byebye.
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW <3
HEHE.

hello blog. i'm back again.
today rocks except training. D:
uhkays, me and bel smuggle food to classroom again and was eating whenever the teacher is writing and somemore we are during vincent tan's class ^^v
haha. dhen almost everday also there passing letter. but dont worry, we are still concentrating on every lesson.
didnt know whye today dam tired. haiz.
dhen geog lesson that time dam funny larhs.
coze i sat beside zuofu (teacher's arrangement) and he always cracks some stupid jokes that keep make me laugh and dhen teacher will like XUETIN!
aww. how am i going to concentrate.
even when i'm nhort listening to him, he still continue talking! =.=
and he kept insulting people, like whad miss razi fat or say whad mdm rozy looks like mr bean! And he starts laughing again -__-
see all the diao(s) face? xDD
he keep saying funny things throughout the lesson larhs.
like he told me whad that time mdm rozy says she is his best friend.
dhen zuofu will like ' man's best friend are dogs! are you a dog? OO '
like =.= == .== ===.===
and he tells me rumours he heard.
dhen he show me this message that a guy messaged him.
that guy was like actually i've something to tell you, i had kept it in the bottom of my heart since very long. ever since the first time i saw you, i had this kind of special feeling for you. hope you dont mind hearing me say all this. i'm sorry.
uhkays, something like that. SHOCKING???!!
a guy admits to zuofu that he likes him??!!!!!!!!!!!
uhkays. lalala.
dhen he started to watch this mv or videos from his ipod? and the resolution is dam clear except that we cant hear the sound. he placed it in the pencil case and sees. so i was looking it at times coze mdm rozy class is realllll borrrinnnggggg..

after school went videoworld with bel and renee.
saw cheewai and pengyou there, so sat with them and ate.
talk alots of things. shall nhort say it out. got sick things + funny things.
haha. laugheed throughout while eating! xD
went back 3 plus, played awhile basketball and dhen had training.
training is somehow tiring. x.x
got my thumb hurt AGAIN. and i think i'm still sick. still coughing sometimes, and flu.
uhkays. byebye.
i dam sleepy. should i sleep now? OO
its like 8 now only. uhkays, bath first :x

hello blog! :D
i'm in school now.
and its mr kang's lesson now and so we can go any website in the com lab.
hehe. he's such a nice teacher. dont you agree? (:
and because we had finished the things that we are suppose to do too. ^^
uhkays. his lesson is till 8.50 i think, so we still have quite a long time. hoho.
hmmm. having training later siahs. ZZ
and today recess and 11 plus.
which is like dam dam long larhs. ass! gahhs.
kk. need to log out soon.

Monday
normal school time and all.
played ball in school with bel after school today.
saw mingyan in school OO
he changed quite alot eh :X
haha. almost cant recognise when he waved at us from the hall. hehe.
dhen played ball and chat in canteen later.
went home 5 plus.
wanted to sleep early but in the end delay delay till 11.
damm. dam tired larhs.

Sunday
sunday went fengshan with bel again. hehe.
played and blah. from 3 till around 8.
new friends like grimmejow...
hehe. dhen me, her, dumpling and grimme one team and we owned.
did we? yes, i think. xD
haha. nothing much lorhs, just play play and chat.
dhen later meiling, cheekah, boyf, yikwang, kok they all came.
dhen played a few games with them before going home.
later bel father fetch me home. (:
thanks.

need to log out soon.
byebye (:
have fun in school, people :D

hello. eedditttedd///
is this expected? expected when we started? i really dont know. have you ever think for her?
have you ever think how much you had hurt her. times when you said broke up, how hurt she was? and then later you said you want to patch, how happy she was? how much have you been hurting her. bringing others girls infront of her? how many times you want to hurt her. once, twice or thrice?

have you ever think for her? have you ever think for her feelings? and still, no matter how many times you hurt her, she still believe to trust you, to give you chance. and then, when she asked for break up, you said you didnt want to break up, you said you wouldnt be happy. how happy she was when she heard that, and in the end, she still gave you chance and be with you. but every single time, all you did to her was hurts. she paid out so much, she put so much efforts into this relationship. but what she gets was ignorance at times. only at some times, you would treat her really good, really good that she would be happy over the moon.

almost everytime, she was the one who called you, because your phone going to have no money. and thus she deceided to call you instead of you calling her. she had been thinking, considering so much for you almost everytime, isnt it suppose to be the other way round? sometimes she knows its fake when you said that your phone had no money and couldnt reply to her messages. she saw you picking up calls, you said because you had free incoming? when a phone card has no money, will it still be able to pick up calls? but what she did was to pretend that she didnt see it, pretend that nothing had happened AT ALL, and all she did was to trust you. when her friend told you that she cut herself, and you just shrugged your shoulders. you mean you didnt care at all?

then why? why? why?
why did you still chose to be with her in the beginning. why did you admit that you like her. why did you stop her from breaking up.
even all those hurts you gave her, she still be with you.
times when you were down, she was always beside you, cheering you up. even when shes not beside you, she would probably write you a letter, give you a message or give you a call. but still, all this doesnt seems to concern you at all, was she talking craps all the time? since you didnt like her, why be with her? why still choose to hurt her.

do you know how sad she had been, crying every single day for you. even when she is sad, no matter how hurt, she would still tell her friends she was happy with you. what you gave was ignorance sometimes. is that actions that a boyfriend should give? no matter how bad the attitude you gave her was, she still chose to let things go. all she wanted was to be with you. thats all she wants. and just simple things you did for you could easily touched her heart, but all you did was to just stand and see. once, she had been hurt before. thus, this time, she wanted to be really devoted, to put in alot efforts for this relationship. but what she gets was a hurt. this might be the most hurtful realtionship for her. she had never think of leaving you. but... if you dont like her, tell her alright, let her go. stop being selfish... she belongs to you now but you dont treat her well, you dont treasure her. she's hurt, really hurt. you had already broke her heart tons and millions of times but every time she still chose to forgive you.

remember that night on the phone? remeber those things you told her?
was those the truth? was those from the bottom of your heart?
you said you miss her, you said you love her. you played guitar for her.
but in the end, she's still hurt by you.
sometimes, maybe you dont realise, the things that you said, how much had it hurt her?

either let go or learn how to treasure her.. you had already hurt her deep enough.. she is tired and hurt, if you cant treasure her, then let her go.. she needs rest too.

STOP HURTING HER AGAIN AND AGAIN, WILL YOU?

FRIDAY, 09.01.09
teehee. guess where me and bel went after school today.
we went walking to kembangan and to bedok.
hoho. hard working aint we.
haha. uhkays larhs, its just that we have too much time and that we find the place quite near so we decided to walk to kembangan dhen taxi-ed to bedok blk 42 there, dhen walked around dhen taxi-ed back to school.
uhkays, went kembangan find gary.
chatted on the way there and was like dam funny larhs.
dhen we saw this car and it was the one that carries coffin. (sorry.)
i didnt see at first dhen bel saw, dhen bel ask me see.!
arghh! and i saw it. D:
hmmm. dhen after that walked with gary and bel to haig road market find kenneth.
hehe, his flower shop! x.x
was just there seeing them helping out and blah blah.
sat there awhile, chit chat and taxi-ed to bedok.

went there to find meiling to get bel's thing coze she didnt went school and pass her the skirt she asked me to ask my mother to help her alter. :D
see her for awhile only, dhen didnt know where to go so decided to go find boyf and shun bian pass him the thing he left in my bag the other day.
called him he say was at home and going to find kok soon.
walked from 428 there to his house there.
i thought we would be able to see him before he go kok's place.
coze quite near marhs.
na li zhi dao~~
and dhen he called and ask me where me and i say i camping outside his house since he is at kok's place and dhen we have no where to go
hmmm. dhen me and bel started to camp outside his house.
haha. and we started playing like mad and chatting like mad outside his house and we took some photos.. (:

being a good singapore citizen, we rang the other neighbour door.
know whye? because she/he left their keys on the door, so i decied to ring their bell and tell them.
hehe. WE'RE GOOD SINGAPOREAN UHKAYS!!! :DD
haha. lame larhs. dhen we started drawing pictures. uhkays, i like bel drawing.
but i'm so lazy to take picture of it and upload it again. sorry!
camp outside his house dhen taxi-ed back to school afterwards. hehe.

ANYONE INTERESTED TO JOIN NETBALL? :D

and i'm having super bad headache this few days, sneezing too. i think i've got fever too DD:

lalalalalalalala.
had training today.
i think today's training was the most tiring of all lorhs.
probably because i wasnt feeling well and was having fever?
normal school time and all.
dhen after school went gscc with bel, meiling, renee, cheekah, yikwang and kok.
and yarhs, only played for awhile and went back school eat dhen went for training.
GUESS WHAD. WE DREW UNTIL DUMAN AND ST HILDAS
haiyoyo, must like work double hard.
first game NEXT WEEK is DUNMAN already.
training dam tiring larhs. feel so wobbly and giddy and stupid headache that makes me keep using the greentea bottle to hit my head.
and i think later i was abit siao coze i started answering to bel and renee about things that are funny or unrelated? err. kk.
i'm a shen jing bing larhs. but really feel so unwell~~
zz. uhkays. byebye. i am dam dam tired.
whad should i do??
because i done my homework and all in class already :D

blogger blogger! :D
went school as usual, meet bel in school at 6.40.
had character education lesson with mr kang today (:
he's dam da nice teacher.
and it was like dam funny, he was reading this story which is super duper long.
he read halfway and was like aiyo, still got so long, i want die liao larh.
haha. uhkays. dhen had this assignment that eu have to go around the class and see who have like the same interest, or same number of sibling, same fav colour and blah and eu got to ask them write down their name on the paper.
we're such a bonding class. teehee.
had PE dhen, and 3 rounds around technical block.
uhkays, dhen lesson as usual.
tell eu whad, mdm rozy, our geog teacher de lesson are dam bored larhs.

played basketball after school again. with alots of people.
and mr bok caught us playing basketball
dhen he was like woah, play basketball jiu so energetic larhs, play netball jiu want die like that larhs. =.=
basketball our interest marhs!! :X
haha. lol. dhen had training as usual.
lalala. suicide again! rawrrrsss...
MR KANG SAYS WE MUST HAVE A POSTIVE ATTITUDE!
SO,
I LOVE NETBALL, I LOVE SUICDE :D
haha. uhkays. lame larhs.

and whad the hell!
i dam guai today horhs.
i went home after training, bath, eat and started doing homework and study social studies larhs.
all the way till just now lorhs!
woah, i am shocked!. haha. uhkays.
dhen while doing all was on the phone with bel coze we discussing about the stupid math simultaneous equation. teehee~~
and i got leg cramp halfway =.= and i screamed like shit on the phone coze really dam pain.
i wanted to stand up/cross my legs dhen suddenly cramp.
dhen after quite a long while, dhen bel started having leg cramp too.
and she also screamed coze dam pain.
hers left leg, mine right leg.
now she knows how i feel, right? :D
uhkays. dhen when doing notes for social studies, so didnt talk and just like do our own things.
so guai horhs??!!!
KNOW WHYE??
because we promised to chiong studies this year and get good results and get promoted to sec 4! :D
i dam shocked arh, acutally STUDIED AT HOME FOR SO LONG WHEN WE ARE NHORT EVEN HAVING EXAMS?!
haha. uhkays, but i dam happy.
i want to get good results!
and oh oh oh, i want FAHRENHEIT's NEW ALBUM please~~ D:
lalala. happy studying! :D

byebeee... i'm dam tired. i wanna sleep already.

hehe. back to blogging :D
uhkays, i just reached home from school.
had lessons and blah blah..
dhen was playing ball in school after school with meiling, belinda, darius, weicai, marcus, jerome.
hmm. uhkays. lol.
and it started raining after like dk how many games.
so went shelter.
didnt went fengshan with meiling at 3 plus.
so i went home, thats all.
i want a new phone! ~~
my phone siao siao de lorhs, sometimes keep restarting, dhen sometimes cannot receive calls, and now the battery is like so fast finished up? and i got to charge everyday. i got use until batt so fast gone mehs?!
ass, i want this sonyericsson phone, 8GB memory eh, flip-open de, black in colour.
arh. remembered the model, its W980i.
wahlao. i want that phone larhs.
but my contract is like until next year march, sooner is december dhen can get. dammit!
my phone seriously spoilt lerhs lorhs.
feel like earning some money and buy that phone.
i wanted a flip-open phone for a long time xD

sunday 04.12.08
went popular and ntuc with qiaoxian in the afternoon.
bought pencilcase, notebooks, papers and stuffs.
coze got vouchers for both.
dhen went ntuc idk whad to buy, so just randomly buy some stupid things. =.=
hehe.
dhen at night went chinatown with family and relatives.
bought some new clothes :D
teehee. dhen rushed home to see campus superstar.
the last part dam funny lorhs. haha.

first day of school (:
guess whad, our form teacher was MR KANG!!
hoho. be jealous.
i think he is like one of the nicest teacher in TK! :D
he's so nice larhs.
allow us to sit 2 by 2 coze he say scare we might be lonely.
dhen didnt really catch us for our attire.
and he keep telling jokes.
hehe. we're so lucky.
uhkays, our class gonna get a class-t and class chalet sooonnnn!
haha. our class very bonded eh! xDD
*laughs*

morning meet bel at canteen at around 6.40.
so early dhen so many people already siahs! =.=
LOL!
uhkays, after school played ball in school with meiling and belinda.
and later went bel's house and 116 for awhile.
thats all for today.
oh and and and, from now on, we got to stay back everyday till 4 or 5 for those supplementary and if theres training, it will be till 6 or 7!!
RAWRRS!. siann.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

hmm. uhkays, lets talk about tonight.
went shop and save, seven eleven and blah with cliques to buy drinks and chips.
dhen went cc for countdown.
and on the way to cc, stupid andrew keep using bottle to hit me!! ass! haha.
there was some events there, but mostly elderly and they were like singing, dancing, playing games and preparing for the countdown.
they even did prepared so many free gifts and the shaker thing for spraying.
dhen 3,2,1 and everybody sprayed like siao.
and i keep kena spray larhs.!
dhen we played game and the basketball court.
and kept running like siao, got this uncle even came and complaint.
so we continued playing for awhile dhen the rest went qishan house while me, qiaoxian, cheryl, zhiwei wanted to go joochiat there..

on the way we saw this super cute dog but she was like dam dam tidy, no tag and all.
i think somebody let the dog free.
and it was just running on the road and a few times almost kena bang, and we kept running after it and keep stopping cars for the dog.
dhen cheryl caught it, like FINALLY, and brought it to qishan house.
the dog was dam obedient and cute.
but she was super dirty, her furs all tangled up, she was tearing, her tail was injured, and she had legs more than a normal dog should have, like 8 legs?
dhen we didnt knew whad to do with it.. so, we called the spca to come and get the dog.
hope it could recover soon and some good owners would adopt it, if nhort, it most probably had to be put to sleep already D:
stupid owners, if eu cant take good care of the dog dhen for whad shit eu get a dog for. somemore go abuse the dog, and make it starve. like whad the hell larhs, if eu think eu cant take care of a dog dhen please dont buy it and get it suffer. dog are just like humans alright, they have feelings too. please be responsible for your actions and STOP ABUSING THEM!

back at home around 2 plus and was on the phone with her till 4 plus, she was dam sad barhs. i know how she feels, so pei her chat for like 2 hour plus. chat alot of things. and we agree that someday, when we die, we should go to god and suggest to let boys to change sex with the girls for a period of time so that they shall know how girls feel when they are being treated like that by boys. HAHA.
uhkays, and she made me hungry, so i went to fridge and took out curry chicken to cook and eat, dhen she felt hungry too and went to cook noodles. hoho. and dhen we kept singing songs. :D bel arh, cheer up uhkays, they are just giving stupid excuses, remember the phrase we was keep talking about yesterday. keep thinking of it uhkays. haahs. cheer up! (:

there are always good times and bad times. learnt to cherish it when eu have it. be positive when eu lose it. dont keep thinking about it, eu got to move on with your life no matter whad. learnt to take the pain that hurt so much, learnt to move forward. its all fated. sometimes, no matter whad eu do, eu also wont get it back, so whye dont eu just try getting over it. i know how it feels, really hard right. proabably it will take a long time to recover and get the pain away.. but eu got to accept the facts, eu cant change it. cheer up. keep those wonderful memories deep in your heart, they are precious.