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Monday, January 12, 2009

HURTS >>>>>>>>>>>>>

hello. eedditttedd///
is this expected? expected when we started? i really dont know. have you ever think for her?
have you ever think how much you had hurt her. times when you said broke up, how hurt she was? and then later you said you want to patch, how happy she was? how much have you been hurting her. bringing others girls infront of her? how many times you want to hurt her. once, twice or thrice?

have you ever think for her? have you ever think for her feelings? and still, no matter how many times you hurt her, she still believe to trust you, to give you chance. and then, when she asked for break up, you said you didnt want to break up, you said you wouldnt be happy. how happy she was when she heard that, and in the end, she still gave you chance and be with you. but every single time, all you did to her was hurts. she paid out so much, she put so much efforts into this relationship. but what she gets was ignorance at times. only at some times, you would treat her really good, really good that she would be happy over the moon.

almost everytime, she was the one who called you, because your phone going to have no money. and thus she deceided to call you instead of you calling her. she had been thinking, considering so much for you almost everytime, isnt it suppose to be the other way round? sometimes she knows its fake when you said that your phone had no money and couldnt reply to her messages. she saw you picking up calls, you said because you had free incoming? when a phone card has no money, will it still be able to pick up calls? but what she did was to pretend that she didnt see it, pretend that nothing had happened AT ALL, and all she did was to trust you. when her friend told you that she cut herself, and you just shrugged your shoulders. you mean you didnt care at all?

then why? why? why?
why did you still chose to be with her in the beginning. why did you admit that you like her. why did you stop her from breaking up.
even all those hurts you gave her, she still be with you.
times when you were down, she was always beside you, cheering you up. even when shes not beside you, she would probably write you a letter, give you a message or give you a call. but still, all this doesnt seems to concern you at all, was she talking craps all the time? since you didnt like her, why be with her? why still choose to hurt her.

do you know how sad she had been, crying every single day for you. even when she is sad, no matter how hurt, she would still tell her friends she was happy with you. what you gave was ignorance sometimes. is that actions that a boyfriend should give? no matter how bad the attitude you gave her was, she still chose to let things go. all she wanted was to be with you. thats all she wants. and just simple things you did for you could easily touched her heart, but all you did was to just stand and see. once, she had been hurt before. thus, this time, she wanted to be really devoted, to put in alot efforts for this relationship. but what she gets was a hurt. this might be the most hurtful realtionship for her. she had never think of leaving you. but... if you dont like her, tell her alright, let her go. stop being selfish... she belongs to you now but you dont treat her well, you dont treasure her. she's hurt, really hurt. you had already broke her heart tons and millions of times but every time she still chose to forgive you.

remember that night on the phone? remeber those things you told her?
was those the truth? was those from the bottom of your heart?
you said you miss her, you said you love her. you played guitar for her.
but in the end, she's still hurt by you.
sometimes, maybe you dont realise, the things that you said, how much had it hurt her?

either let go or learn how to treasure her.. you had already hurt her deep enough.. she is tired and hurt, if you cant treasure her, then let her go.. she needs rest too.

STOP HURTING HER AGAIN AND AGAIN, WILL YOU?

~ME LOVE G-Dragon,JIYONG❤~

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KWON JIYONG 권지용❤
Position: Team Leader/Rapper/Vocal/composer
Birthday: August 18, 1988 (21)

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. new handphone
. good results
. promote to sec 4 express
. quit netball
. save more money
. more freedom
. get a job
. more soft toys
. shopping with cliques/girlfriends
. more outings with cliques/girlfriends
. musical player thing in 'InQBox'
. more piercings
. learn drum/guitar
. ear studs
. chocolates
. lollipops

Loves ♥

BELINDA. [girlfriend]
RENEE. [steady]
MEILING. [besty]
QIAOXIAN. [sweetass]
QISHAN. [sweetass]
SHYYING. [sister]
ANDREW. [besty bastard]
CHORKEE. DUMPLING, ALOY. [jiejie]
BC CLIQUE:
QIAOXIAN. RENEE. QISHAN. CHERYL. XUNFANG. ANDREW. CHORKEE. JIAYI. CHERYL. WEIJIE. KAICHENG. WILSON. JUNHUI. ZHEBIN. ROGER.

basketball{bedok} clique:
BELINDA(she created the clique ^^). RENEE. MEILING. EDNA. ALOY aka DUMPLING (JIEJIE). JUSTIN. GRIMMJOW. BRIAN.